This Christmas we are not getting caught up in the materialism of Christmas that normally takes place each year! We are thankful to have our priorities changed this year, however, it took a lot to make this happen! We have had a very difficult year, and I am so ashamed that it has taken all the events of this year for God to get our attention for us to celebrate the real meaning of Christmas this year...the Birth of Jesus...the most important and precious gift any of us could ever receive!
This Christmas our family is finding ourselves in a very humbling place. We are in a state that we are not connected with, we are alone (not having any "real" relationships to celebrate the birth of Christ with), we have limited means to do anything with, and yet, we are so thankful that we have been blessed beyond comprehension at the receiving of the greatest gift ever, when we so don't deserve it!
Having Jesus in our lives and being stripped of everything else, is all we ever need! Having God in our lives fills the holes of loneliness, materialism, and humbles us so much! When I look at the picture of Preston, Paxton, and Peighton, I am blessed beyond measure! When I look at my husband and think what could have happened, I am blessed beyond measure! When I look at the roof over my head, the food in my refrigerator, my families health, I am blessed beyond measure!
Jesus, you are the light of the world! Savior to all! The way, the truth, and my life! I am blessed beyond measure having you in my life! Merry Christmas... Happy Birthday,Jesus!

Hi Tammy,
ReplyDeleteIt's encouraging to hear all God is doing in your life!
I am sorry you are feeling so disconnected to Colorado. I agree with you when you say you were brought here for a reason, and I pray you can stay focused on that!
When I have felt disconnected or forgotten in the past, one thing that has helped me to get through it is to consider a few things:
What are my expectations for the situation, and how have those expectations contributed to my feelings of disappointment? Are my expectations realistic for the situation?
What have I done to extend myself or reach out to others? Can I do more? Have others shut me out, or is it simply that they are consumed with their own focus? If it's the latter, what does that mean? Does it mean anything?
I don't know if you have considered any of those things, or if it will even help you to think about that.... just thoughts that have helped me gain perspective in the past.
We will be praying for you to be able to see all God has in store for you, and for truth to be revealed. I would also encourage you to reach out and share your feelings with those who surround you. There is no need for suffering in silence, for something that may be able to be avoided!
With Love,
A